Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Saturday, April 15, 2006


2day juz came back frm kh n sj de chalet. e chalet overall was nt bad la. juz tt some ppl tey say quite sian. we all nt sian cos gt stead pei. hais.. bt veri bad lei. cos lyk keep ps sl tey all. sry wor.. on thurs, after our csp. we rushed home 2 haf a bath n mit under wy hse to collect cake n drinks. since we gt enough $$, we bought xtra drinks. keke.. e guys frm mong lee nt bad lei. help us carry 2 e road thr so tt we cn take cab easier. arigato~! e cab fare is reali ex! 4gt isit ard $16 ant. lols.. wen we reached, i ask kh 2 ask saywee n qiquan tey all come out take tings bt den in e end tey din. den wen i ask tem open e door, i saw saywee den i $#%#$&% wif him liao. tel him 2 come out take he din. den he say he thought we at main door, bt we come frm back door. of cos la, cos we carry so many tings ma. den e car come frm back door. we aso duno which is e main door. bt go frm main door worse lei. cn carry until lyk siao liao ar. lols.. reach liao go 2 e rm put our belongings. down thr nua fer awhile b4 goin down bbq. dar dar started e fire again. lols. everytym if gt bbq, dar dar aso thr, he wil start e fire cos he noe hw do it. den in e end, his hands wil b so black!! lols.. den he aso wil smell of e bbq smel. haha.. played e game 'bing bang boom' aso. sb intro tis game de. bit lame la, bt den hor, muz b alert al tis jiu cn le. tt stupid sb ar, keep wan sarbo mi. ask mi start 1st. cos he noe in e end i wil kena de. lols.. bt in e end i onli kena once lei. their forfeit terrible de sia. bt mine nt so bad, muz drink water within 7sec cos left ard 1/2 e packet. bt impossoble lo! whr gt so fast! lols.. we waited until sj, alisa, mr yong, ms yong, mr sng n mrs lim come we cut cake le. mrs lim brought her baby along!! she's so cute!! omg.. e baby gt slim down le. last tym e baby real chubby! haha.. nw slim down. bt cutter nehx! omg!!!!!! den sl say we all 8 sistas cn b changed n cor 8 nai mas. -.-'' lols.. we whr gt so old! haha.. e baby so bad sia, gt mama dun wan mi. sob sob. i wan carry e baby wan cry liao. sob sob.. nvm. mrs lim say nxt tym if ms yong gt carry sch sure gif mi chance carry. haha.. bt muz wait liao i tink. so long.. hmm.. after tt ard 12am we went beach 2 haf a walk n wan wait fer sunrise. bt den go thr sibei sian ar. gt so many mosquitoes. at 1st wan wait de, den while waitin slp. bt in e end all go back le. cos reali buay tahan. down thr nth 2 do. lols.. den go back aso nua. so we go slp lo. den tey said i snore wor!! omg.. so sry nehx. cos reali tired la. lols.. den i dun even noe i gt snore. oops.. =X bt heard gt other ppl aso. juz tt mine louder. lols.. den tey say cn c i reali tired. bt of cos la. tt day run 2.4, after sch gt csp. lols.. wen slpin heard tt zx lost her hp. hais.. sadded. tt person asshole lo. stil sms sj say tt he wun use zx de card. bt he already gt use liao. cos sms. qq n sj keep cor ma, den tt person dun wan ans. reali asshole lo. wth.. den in e mornin wake up jiu ard 10.30am liao le. wake up wash up jiu go haf breakfast. tt tym rainin sia! bt bo bian la. nid go eat. lols.. e others aso went liao. dar dar, mi, dix n sl clever sia. find our way down downtown east! muahaha.. den went eat kfc wif kh tey all. oh ya! i managed 2 reali c hu kh dear dear hu le. xD eat finish go play arcade! muahaha.. nt bad la. quite fun. bt sl n dar dar stopped mi frm spendin more $$ on arcade. so cnt continue playin. sob sob.. bt thanks nehx! help mi save $$. after tt sit outside arcade thr de seats n cht cht. lols.. after tt went mac eat ice cream cone tok awhile den go back chalet again. kh acc wl go home bath all tis. reach back chalet watched constantine tt show. i watched b4 le. quite long ago liao la. cos tt tym pon sch, den go sj hse watch. gt some parts i 4gt le. bt is those minor parts la. lols.. watched finish sj tey all go cycle. at 1st afternoon tey wan go liao. bt den cos rain. sian diao lo. rain den canot cycle. den evenin tey go cycle. bt tt tym i no much mood le. so din go. some mre dar dar aso nv go ma. den pei him aso cn. cos if nt i sure aso sian sian de. at 1st ely gt come find us aso de lei. bt den she went home le. cos she reali sian. we aso noe ma. bt den bo bian. reali rainin! den cnt help it. den sl aso went home. she dun wan nua in e chalet. tey left liao den chalet quite quiet. e others all slpin ma. so i went inside rm slp aso lo. faster take a rest. xD den dar dar, mazel, saywee tey all start fire n cook again. haha.. so tt wen sj tey all come back gt food eat ma. dar dar finish start fire he go inside rm find mi. den i rmb dix say he tired. so i ask him tel dix come in slp awhile. cn reali c he tired. cos once he lie on bed, he fall aslp den gt e snore sound aso liao. den we aso dun wan disturb him slp ma. after tt ard 6.30pm tey all come back liao. tt kh, yc n qq siao eh. esp kh n yc!! down thr wwf. omg.. c liao laugh until peng. haha.. i under protection. xD so nv kena. at 1st almost kena de, cos dar dar went ans fone. den he look away. bt i run off 1st. keke.. den e rest jiu go down bbq some chicken wings all tis. 1st day i aso gt bbq..!! bt den hais.. hais!! gt 2 lyk tt machiam charcoal! so black! den bo bian muz throw. bt others cn eat lei. lols.. bt ytd de nicer. cos gt chilli. bit spicy de. bt bit 2 oily. lols.. after kh kena frm yc is alisa. omg. cn hear her scream frm below sia. lols.. in e end, wen i went in2 e rm, she gt so many blue black! she machiam come chalet kena abuse lyk tt. hands n legs all over blue black. haiyo.. den gt help her rub bit. bt she say pain. den bo bian. oh ya! mi n alisa officially bcome couple le. muahaha.. she aso another gf of mine. =) officially started on 14th april wor. alisa ar.. muz gt xim bit ar.. muz rmb hor!! lols. ard 10pm at 1st wan go arcade play again liao. bt den alot others dun haf $$. den dun go le lo. stay at chalet nua. den played games aso. after tt at 1st wan go down play de, cos gt ppl wan slp. den i go down tey all watchin e wig. i dun wan watch lei. den jiu pei dar dar go slp lo. cos he aso quite sian n tired ma. at 1st shuld b mi, dar dar, zm, wy, rachel n alvin slp tt 2 pathetic bed de. bt in e end, reali 2 squeezy. we buay tahan. den ask zixin cn slp up ma. cos max up thr cn onli slp 5 ppl. 6 ppl cn die! lols.. den zx say she tey all 2 noisy liao. wake up le. so she went watch e wig. den mi n dar dar jiu slp on e floor tt bedsheet lo. den alvin n rachel omg sia~! haha.. dun say here. lata veri bad. xD lols..we cor tm wake us up at 4.30am cos we wan go watch sunrise~! bt in e end he din. den we slp until 7.30am lyk tt. den i lyk, kena shock. y lyk, bit bright le. den i tink mornin le. so dun care lo. in e end reali mornin le. sob sob.. no chance go c. wake up tey say 10.30am check out. den we wake up brush upafter tt saw yc lie on bed, den wan disturb him. so go lie ontop of him. after tt i go lie down on mattress waitin fer dar dar brush up aso den he come lie on mi aso. lols.. den he ask mazel n qq lie on mi aso. omg!! bt den he veri gd nehx. scared i kena suffocate i tink. den he support mi usin his hands. lols.. thanks wor. cos if tt 3 guys reali come lie flat on mi ar. i tink my bones n ribs all tis brk le ar. haha.. dar dar finish we jiu go mac eat breakfast lo. by e tym we go back already ard 9.15am le ba. den rot awhile lo. den tt mazel ke ai lei. until 2day den rmb e tv cn aso listen mp3 all tis. lols.. he rmb earlier i tink more ppl ton. wun b so tired. lols.. den ard 10.30am we reali check out. we go e bus juz nice drive off. den we waited until 11am lo. bt den ok lei, e tym fly quite fast thr. e bus come reached e pasir ris shoppin thr de bus we jiu alight le. after tt go jurong east kopitiam eat wif dar dar, sb, mazel n yc. at 1st sb wan eat thr de porridge de. bt den close down. he suay lo. eat finish go dar dar hse. cos i dun wan go home so early. den at dar dar hse use com. at 1st wan slp. bt cnt. den ard 4pm left his hse le cos he nid go his wai po hse eat dinner. i dun wan go cos bit paisay ar. xD den tt tym rainin!! gt lightnin n thunder aso! den i dun dare take lift. so in e end i climb up e stairs. scary sia! on e way up keep cover my ears. omg.. hate thunder n lightnin. reached home jiu go toilet. cos 2days nv go toilet liao! haha.. rite nw quite tired n slpy. duno y.. tmr nid go help my parents again! so nid slp early 2 replenish energy!! hehe.. anyway, dar dar.. thanks fer acc mi throughout e whole chalet! hehe.. baobei luv dar dar wor. =) missin u always..!!

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Saturday, April 15, 2006;

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jess
xiao blur
xiao huai dan
19061990
fajar sec
stubborn
naive
stupid
foolish
forgetful

Simply loves;
Gary Tan
8 sistas
taitais
chocolate
mickey
stars

To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

people i can't live w/o

eight sistas
alisa
ahmad
adrian
carmen
chai huoy
darren
eileen
edward
fahwui
gary
gladys
hui wen
jade
janelle
jia yan
jerome
kai xiong
kar hwee
kar meng
leo
li ling
li qing
lynnette
mr yong
michelle
melissa
mervin
naqiah
nuraida
peiting
ridzuan
rui xia
shing jie
su hui
swee hong
shi jia
shi lin
tony
wee kiat
wen ting
yin min
you hao
yu jin
yuan cheng
yvonne


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